Tag Archives: Depressive

Just thinking…

Posted on December 14, 2005 by jnshk

It is easier to try to be a decent person once you accept the fact and admit to yourself that you are a bad man. It allows you to answer a lot of difficult questions with honesty and without shame. … Continue reading →

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Posted on August 19, 2005 by jnshk

I sleep with my clothes on every night. This way, I will be prepared for the afterlife if I die in my sleep.

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Posted on July 8, 2005 by jnshk

Things are not good in Andyland. I need to move on.

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Some thoughts I’ve been having/feeling lately:

Posted on June 24, 2005 by jnshk

Iam interesting, but not exciting. I think that I disappoint a lot of people who confuse the two when they first meet me. That’s just who I am though. I may be kind of exciting from time to time, but … Continue reading →

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Posted on April 3, 2005 by jnshk

I need to clean up my life. I’m seriously unstable. I need to do some emotional housecleaning.

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Posted on February 2, 2005 by jnshk

I need to learn how to just not care about everything so much. I don’t know why I let things like this bother me. I know what’s going on, I know that it is out of my control, and for … Continue reading →

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Posted on December 12, 2004 by jnshk

I have this skulking suspicion that I am becoming stale.

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Posted on November 29, 2004 by jnshk

Do you ever play a song, and it affects you so much that you feel like you are about to convulse, have a seizure, have an aneurysm, have a cardiac arrest, vomit, and cry all at the same time? I … Continue reading →

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Listen, surely I’ve exceeded expectations–tried for three years, seems like thirty…

Posted on November 25, 2004 by jnshk

I want to be a superhero. I want to be a “man.” I have realized one more of a number of reasons why I am pessimistic that I will ever get married. I feel like I am trapped in the … Continue reading →

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Posted on November 8, 2004 by jnshk

It’s days like today that make me want to disappear. let it all go by looking at the sky wondering if there’s clouds in hell

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