Category Archives: Notes

These entries consist of or contain notes and information for my own personal reference.

Just thinking…

It is easier to try to be a decent person once you accept the fact and admit to yourself that you are a bad man. It allows you to answer a lot of difficult questions with honesty and without shame. … Continue reading

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Things are not good in Andyland. I need to move on.

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Lucidity Waiver

The past couple days have been very odd for me. I have been slipping into periods of almost complete incoherence lately. While walking home from class this afternoon, I caught myself feeling incredible impulses to do some very unusual and … Continue reading

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I need to clean up my life. I’m seriously unstable. I need to do some emotional housecleaning.

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Hazzard County Wisdom

This hits a little too close to home: Most folks eat when they’re hungry. Boss Hogg eats when he’s nervous. If he didn’t burn it off worrying, Ol’ Boss ‘ud weigh a ton.

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So while taking a break from homework, I’ve been watching a National Geographic program (Nature’s Nightmares) on spiders. It makes me glad that we don’t have much in the way of giant+aggressive+superpoisonous spiders around here. It was also interesting to … Continue reading

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Drive me far away. I don’t care where, just far away.

I miss taking road trips and getting away on weekends. It grounds me. It gives me perspective on my self and my life.

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I have this skulking suspicion that I am becoming stale.

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One last update for the night (I hope this is the last one, since I will hopefully actually fall asleep on this next attempt): Arnold uses the line “I’ll be back” in Terminator (and sequels), Commando, and Running Man. I … Continue reading

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Sisyphus, Atlas, and I–tragic heros indeed.

“It is during that return, that pause, that Sisyphus interests me. A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself! I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step toward the torment of … Continue reading

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