Monthly Archives: November 2004

Posted on November 29, 2004 by jnshk

Do you ever play a song, and it affects you so much that you feel like you are about to convulse, have a seizure, have an aneurysm, have a cardiac arrest, vomit, and cry all at the same time? I … Continue reading →

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Posted on November 28, 2004 by jnshk

I have been feeling a lot better this past month than I have in a long time. Things haven’t really been much better than usual, but my outlook has been improving and somewhat less pessimistic. Part of it is forcing … Continue reading →

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Listen, surely I’ve exceeded expectations–tried for three years, seems like thirty…

Posted on November 25, 2004 by jnshk

I want to be a superhero. I want to be a “man.” I have realized one more of a number of reasons why I am pessimistic that I will ever get married. I feel like I am trapped in the … Continue reading →

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Posted on November 8, 2004 by jnshk

It’s days like today that make me want to disappear. let it all go by looking at the sky wondering if there’s clouds in hell

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