personal reflection, one more reason to be upset with myself.

I want to fall for someone again, but it is for all the wrong reasons. I want to prove to myself that I can fall in love again, that I can be loved, and that it can really work, despite serious challenges, if two people truly love each other. And I want to take full advantage of the benefits of being young, relatively healthy, and living on my own, and being far far away from the supervision or concern of family. These are not reasons worth falling in love for, but they are the most convincing argument that I can offer myself to believe that love is even worth anything.