Category Archives: Self Reflection

These entries contain an element of self observation, assessment, or reflection.

Just thinking…

Posted on December 14, 2005 by jnshk

It is easier to try to be a decent person once you accept the fact and admit to yourself that you are a bad man. It allows you to answer a lot of difficult questions with honesty and without shame. … Continue reading →

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Some thoughts I’ve been having/feeling lately:

Posted on June 24, 2005 by jnshk

Iam interesting, but not exciting. I think that I disappoint a lot of people who confuse the two when they first meet me. That’s just who I am though. I may be kind of exciting from time to time, but … Continue reading →

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Lucidity Waiver

Posted on April 21, 2005 by jnshk

The past couple days have been very odd for me. I have been slipping into periods of almost complete incoherence lately. While walking home from class this afternoon, I caught myself feeling incredible impulses to do some very unusual and … Continue reading →

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Posted on April 3, 2005 by jnshk

I need to clean up my life. I’m seriously unstable. I need to do some emotional housecleaning.

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Hazzard County Wisdom

Posted on February 26, 2005 by jnshk

This hits a little too close to home: Most folks eat when they’re hungry. Boss Hogg eats when he’s nervous. If he didn’t burn it off worrying, Ol’ Boss ‘ud weigh a ton.

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Drive me far away. I don’t care where, just far away.

Posted on February 14, 2005 by jnshk

I miss taking road trips and getting away on weekends. It grounds me. It gives me perspective on my self and my life.

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Posted on February 2, 2005 by jnshk

I need to learn how to just not care about everything so much. I don’t know why I let things like this bother me. I know what’s going on, I know that it is out of my control, and for … Continue reading →

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Posted on January 16, 2005 by jnshk
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Posted on January 12, 2005 by jnshk

Last night, I slept like a corpse. Not as well as a corpse (in fact, I woke quite frequently), but in the position of a corpse–flat on my back with my arms crossed over my chest (more like a mummy, … Continue reading →

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Personal Life Descriptors

Posted on January 1, 2005 by jnshk

I was doing what I often do while I sit at home most every evening–thinking/reflecting–and I came upon the distinct conclusion that “unbalanced” is the word that best describes how I feel about how I think/act/feel in life these days. … Continue reading →

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