Category Archives: Notes

These entries consist of or contain notes and information for my own personal reference.

Just thinking…

Posted on December 14, 2005 by jnshk

It is easier to try to be a decent person once you accept the fact and admit to yourself that you are a bad man. It allows you to answer a lot of difficult questions with honesty and without shame. … Continue reading →

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Posted on July 8, 2005 by jnshk

Things are not good in Andyland. I need to move on.

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Lucidity Waiver

Posted on April 21, 2005 by jnshk

The past couple days have been very odd for me. I have been slipping into periods of almost complete incoherence lately. While walking home from class this afternoon, I caught myself feeling incredible impulses to do some very unusual and … Continue reading →

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Posted on April 3, 2005 by jnshk

I need to clean up my life. I’m seriously unstable. I need to do some emotional housecleaning.

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Hazzard County Wisdom

Posted on February 26, 2005 by jnshk

This hits a little too close to home: Most folks eat when they’re hungry. Boss Hogg eats when he’s nervous. If he didn’t burn it off worrying, Ol’ Boss ‘ud weigh a ton.

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Posted on February 25, 2005 by jnshk

So while taking a break from homework, I’ve been watching a National Geographic program (Nature’s Nightmares) on spiders. It makes me glad that we don’t have much in the way of giant+aggressive+superpoisonous spiders around here. It was also interesting to … Continue reading →

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Drive me far away. I don’t care where, just far away.

Posted on February 14, 2005 by jnshk

I miss taking road trips and getting away on weekends. It grounds me. It gives me perspective on my self and my life.

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Posted on December 12, 2004 by jnshk

I have this skulking suspicion that I am becoming stale.

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Posted on December 5, 2004 by jnshk

One last update for the night (I hope this is the last one, since I will hopefully actually fall asleep on this next attempt): Arnold uses the line “I’ll be back” in Terminator (and sequels), Commando, and Running Man. I … Continue reading →

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Sisyphus, Atlas, and I–tragic heros indeed.

Posted on October 28, 2004 by jnshk

“It is during that return, that pause, that Sisyphus interests me. A face that toils so close to stones is already stone itself! I see that man going back down with a heavy yet measured step toward the torment of … Continue reading →

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