It strikes me that I really have been “different” all my life. I still am, I guess, but it’s just that now I am beginning to see the world as many others have seen it all their lives. It becomes peculiar to have both views of the world, because I have been letting myself feel from the normal view but still analyzing things from my own perspective. When I try to assess a situation, I come up with a logical and reasonable answer, but my feelings tell my brain to fuck off and I just keep doing things however my whims decide.
-
Archives
- December 2009
- April 2006
- December 2005
- October 2005
- August 2005
- July 2005
- June 2005
- April 2005
- March 2005
- February 2005
- January 2005
- December 2004
- November 2004
- October 2004
- September 2004
- August 2004
- July 2004
- June 2004
- May 2004
- April 2004
- March 2004
- February 2004
- January 2004
- December 2003
- November 2003
- October 2003
-
Meta
“I come up with a logical and reasonable answer, but my feelings tell my brain to fuck off and I just keep doing things however my whims decide.”
Same.
Yet, I think it is intuition that will get us the right answers in life (eventually), simply because it is powerful enough to tell our brains to fuck off. Yet, it sucks because it may not take us to what we think we want. Deep down though, it does take us where we really want to be.
I rely on feeling and intuition quite a bit. Often gets me out of sticky situation. It also kicks me in the ass. I find it just about as reliable as my brain, so sometimes I just say screw it.
Amazingly, even in the most mathematically challenging problems in my profession, it tends to be that intuition is how I get my answers.