I just had the worst dream. Not because it was a bad dream, but because it was such a good dream that waking up from it leads to disappointment. And what makes it so much worse, is that it felt very realistic while I was dreaming. It was something that could have been real but wasn’t. So when I wake up and know that it was not real and will never be real, I feel very depressed. I am emotionally drained, and I feel physically drained as well.
-
Archives
- December 2009
- April 2006
- December 2005
- October 2005
- August 2005
- July 2005
- June 2005
- April 2005
- March 2005
- February 2005
- January 2005
- December 2004
- November 2004
- October 2004
- September 2004
- August 2004
- July 2004
- June 2004
- May 2004
- April 2004
- March 2004
- February 2004
- January 2004
- December 2003
- November 2003
- October 2003
-
Meta
“It was something that could have been real but wasn’t. So when I wake up and know that it was not real and will never be real” Isn’t that contradictory? If it was something that could have been real, then at some point, it could possibly be real, otherwise it wasn’t something that could have been real. Confused yet?
I have a had a dream like that. There was something I have wanted to happen with a girl for a couple months and then one night I was sleeping and everything was perfect. It seemed so real. I woke up and I could not have been more depressed.
This was a very similar situation. It seems that every time I get close to letting this thing go and being all right, I get a dream like this that brings it all back and makes it difficult again. Sometimes, hope is a bitch.
*Could is the key word. It could have been real (if the past had turned out differently), but that ship set sail a long time ago. It no longer can be real.
I hate that.. sometimes when that happens I just wake up and cry into my pillow.. T-T
i hate when that shit happens. such a let down.
ouch i know what you mean, those kind of dreams suck.