Tag Archives: Self Reflection

I have this skulking suspicion that I am becoming stale.

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Listen, surely I’ve exceeded expectations–tried for three years, seems like thirty…

I want to be a superhero. I want to be a “man.” I have realized one more of a number of reasons why I am pessimistic that I will ever get married. I feel like I am trapped in the … Continue reading

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why can’t i just be happy with all of the great things that i have? i don’t think that i will ever be happy.

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I’ve been noticing of late that almost everyone seems to be searching for short-term fixes for potentially permanent problems. I find that to some extent, I am prey to this foolish process as well. It seems that if we could … Continue reading

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In an alternate reality, I would be Richie Cunningham.

I wish life were more like “Happy Days”. It also makes me wonder what show my personal life is most like? Considering that there are and have been so many TV shows made, I’m sure that there must be a … Continue reading

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This is incomplete.

I’ve been thinking a lot about how I do not feel that I am as good of a person as I should be, about how I just don’t have the internal or external power to be as good a person … Continue reading

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Personal Entry

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you know, for believing that i have as little patience as i do, it strikes me as strange that i seem to do nothing with my life but wait. i keep saying to myself: “one more hour, one more day, … Continue reading

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A brief update

Despite many familiar artifacts and personal effects, I realized this evening that I really do not feel at home here at all. I started on making a painting though, at least. This is my first time painting with oils, so … Continue reading

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Every time I look in the mirror, or at pictures of myself, I see an adolescent. I don’t feel tall enough to be an adult, and I wonder if I ever will.

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