Archive for the ‘Notes’ Category

Wednesday, October 27th, 2004

“I think the easiest way to lose something is to want it too badly.” ~ JD, Scrubs

All the cool kids are doing it.

Friday, October 15th, 2004

FDA Public Health Advisory

Today the Food and Drug Administration (FDA) asked manufacturers of the following antidepressant drugs to include in their labeling a Warning statement that recommends close observation of adult and pediatric patients treated with these agents for worsening depression or the emergence of suicidality. The drugs that are the focus of this new Warning are: Prozac (fluoxetine); Zoloft (sertraline); Paxil (paroxetine); Luvox (fluvoxamine); Celexa (citalopram); Lexapro (escitalopram); Wellbutrin (bupropion); Effexor (venlafaxine); Serzone (nefazodone); and Remeron (mirtazapine).

FDA Panel To Review Updated Analysis of Antidepressant/Kid Suicide Link

Aug. 20, 2004 — A new FDA analysis shows that kids taking most antidepressants have an increased risk of suicidal thoughts and actions.

Having been suicidal, and having been diagnosed with manic depression (bipolar disorder) in elementary school, and having been placed on heavy dosage of Zoloft spanning sixth through eighth grade, and having hated the effects that it had on me to the point of pretending that I was no longer unhappy so that I could stop taking it, and knowing what I know now, and feeling what I feel now…

the humor in this is fucking sickening.

Monday, October 11th, 2004

This seems like it should be important to me: Depression and dreaming.

Sunday, October 10th, 2004

Coming home makes me realize just how empty and lonely this place is. One of the worst things about living alone is that no one misses you when you are gone, and no one care and no one knows when you return.

Tuesday, August 24th, 2004

If I don’t start sleeping better, I am going to take to swearing even more profusely.

Someday, I’m gonna be rev.

Friday, August 13th, 2004

That’s a lie. I will probably never be rev, except in the non-rev pseudo-rev sense.

Floop on this, bizznich.

The teenage guide to being popular rev.

Friday, August 6th, 2004

So, I watched Zoolander again–Yes, it is incredibly stupid, and yes, I still love it anyway–and while watching it, I noticed something awesome: The Little Kings. The band hanging out at Hansel’s pad, The Little Kings, are a band composed of all midget-members. I totally saw them in concert at HFStival 2002, and I got them to sign my t-shirt. (Unfortunately, I got so sweaty that the ink ran and the signatures faded.)

Also, I gained a new motivational phrase: “I care desperately about what I do. Do I know what product I’m selling? No. Do I know what I’m doing today? No… but I’m here and I’m gonna give it my best shot.”

Thursday, August 5th, 2004

i am such an ass. if i hadn’t been so lazy and put off getting the cable hooked up, i could have been watching “time squad” just now.

For my own reference:

Wednesday, July 7th, 2004

- Sometimes, I wish I could be part of a police-escorted presidential murdercade.
– In the year I was born, scientists/doctors replaced a man’s heart with the first successful artificial heart. I’m sure I have some sort of reflection on this, but I cannot pin it down.

A brief update

Sunday, June 13th, 2004

Despite many familiar artifacts and personal effects, I realized this evening that I really do not feel at home here at all.

I started on making a painting though, at least. This is my first time painting with oils, so I’m not sure how well it will go. I’ve pretty much got the sunset/clouds finished, and laid the base for a reflective water surface, but nothing more. I haven’t really done much, but I haven’t fucked it up yet either, so that is a good start I guess.